Back from the outback

I am wanting to change this blog into less stream of consciousness and more in the essence of blogs that I enjoy reading. Less complex and sometimes try-hard sentencing structure and more like an update to a friend. I think that is way more enjoyable. I think this decision matches my growth state at the moment where I am coming to the adjustment stage of the adjusting process.

I spent the past 4 days in the outback, seeing Uluru and various red national parks and feeling the winds and the stars which is always an amazing experience. I am now back home on a grey Saturday watching girls after eating so much bread and nuts and cheese as if I am trying to compensate for my body only taking in camel burgers for the past 4 days.

I have learnt many new things and have felt severely stifled by some people. I feel connections intensely and I have come to terms with my complete lack of interest in small talk. I have learnt about stories of the well-adjusted; alcoholism and childlessness.

If I could fit this prose into a fitted and corsetted frame then I could be an astounding writer, I just know it. And some things about growth which I hope I can mangle into something more romantic. Unfortunately, this is a stream of consciousness again. I am so trapped in this